here's the gyspy girl making her way out of me- Blecha- you would be proud, i know you secretly enjoy the psychic connection courtesy of Ltrain, it brings you back to your own gyspy roots.
you would be very interested in the latest and greatest spookiness i have been encountered- some of which hit to close to home for me to share just yet- some of you know what is happening- there rest will have to read about it later when the whole thing matures a bit more- maybe when i write the great american novel- ha!
at any rate- i have been thinking about ghosts lately- being haunted by past lives-

Funny that i would pull that card yesterday- from the osho zen tarot deck -especially since i was thinking about it in the car on the way into BTV- AMAZING HOW WE CAN MAKE THINGS HAPPEN JUST BY THINKING ABOUT THEM! THIS IS REALLY WHAT MAGIC IS!
So there it is- the ghost in you- the thing that brings you back to all the people you knew once and will know again- it's all part of what i am now calling the cosmic conspiracy. the interlacing of possibility and fate. i digress and i will digress again- without fail- i'm certain of that-
"the ghost in you" is a new AB that i have started to collecting materials for- it is coming from deep inside me and is definiately a journey- probably one of the biggest artist leaps of faith i have to make- but needs to be done- it is the next step from "angels have wings"-
tonight at the opening for the Hearts Aflame Show at the Rose Street Gallery showed me so much about where i going- all the pieces just seem to be lining up so well. the book, as a work of art, was so well received by not only other artists in the Burlington Community, but also by art lovers- it was surprising to me and somewhat overwhelming.
back to the new book, girl, i have to stay on task...
"the ghost in you"
so with out telling you too much- the ghost in you- comes from many points-
1-ghosthunters (thank you sarah normandine for orginially tipping me off to this show and the bizarre nature of people who actually go looking for signs of ghost activity- sometimes that show gives me goose bumps and makes my eyes well up.
2-a waking dream- or out of body experience- (or whatever you want to call it) that i experienced about three months ago- it freaked me out for days- but now i know where it came from and what it was about ( i think)
3- an old cabinet photo that i recently found and the backstory that i have started to unravel- that in itself has been a treasure hunt.

4-yes, and if you recognize it- the song
the AB will be a visual novel that fills in the back story of the two people in this old photo i found- it tells ( in letters, journal entries, collages, etc. ) about their relationship and how their souls are intertwined over the course of time- (twin souls, as heather calls it? i don't know yet,) what i do know is there is something very deep there- something sad and full of longing- why? it's in his eyes. the why- just waiting to be uncovered.
about ghosts...
ghosthunters has this idea that places can be haunted- i have another deeper idea- that the haunting is really a residue of the lives people leave behind- almost like a smell that lingers in a room. that residue can be electric, charged and effect a multitude of people. there in lies the haunting-
but i think people can be haunted too- i woke up one morning with the phrase "i have been chased by ghosts all my life" in my head- left over from a dream i do no longer can recall- all i have are the words. they linger with me- like a ghost- they hang over me- almost pleading with me to understand what they mean. so - in my mind- people can be haunted too-by real ghosts? this i do not know - but haunted by memories- from their current life times and past lives- it is embedded in our DNA- like the Jungian collective conscious. it reoccurs in the present as instinct, feelings and deja vue.
so- if you have ghost stories send them my way- if you have past lives that linger- and want to share- fill me in- this feels like it is coming back to that book Speciem Days again- for some reason- it just keeps effecting me over and over again.... strange-----